Somewhere in the Big MO....

Oh, My dearest darlings!

First of all, I may murder my sweet kitty cat because she hit 'ESC' with her stupid paw and exited my last post that was more than halfway done. NOW, she is clawing my butt (you know, that weird thing they do when they find a comfy spot) (meaning I need to work out some more)and I am not appreciative of this!!! One moment.

The heathen is gone!!! Momentarily. anyway.

I've had so many mixed emotions being home. I mean, I'm happy to be with my family and in BEAUTIFUL, GREEN Missouri. Buuut...it's just odd being a new person in an old world. Though BYU feels like a dream, my heart knows it wasn't, and I feel the gap where you guys once were. Like I put it to Leigh: BYU memories and people are like a stone in my shoe. They don't keep me from from walking, but they never let me forget they are there. AND it feels unnatural. HA! I just reminded myself of when we were creeping on Frenchy's FB and we found that odd analogy blog :) GOOD TIMES. That was so weird and unexpected.

I am currently job seeking. Baskin Robbins is hiring and I'm going to hit that up tomorrow, along with HyVee and some other places. I hate job hunting. It's the worst. I was going to go to Golden Corral...but I've had some weird feelings about it. I wish I could just run away to Disney World and be paid to be a princess. Hmmm... I found out that two of my close guy friends are either innactive....or going to...let's just say not be LDS anymore. :( I am super sad. I haven't really seen any of my friends yet. Except Loveli. :) I was at State Music Contest for my sister, so I saw some younger classmen, whom said I looked really tan and blonde :) This pleased me. OH! And a huge group of black guys hit on me. Like, hardcore. This pleased me too. I thought of all of you guys. I wanted to shout. "Heyyy Dwart!!!" I mean, seriously...they can't resist this. They gonna try, but it aint gonna hoppen!!!!

I talk too much. I love you guys!!!!!!!!!!! And can't wait to hear more.

Cool Beans, yo---
Crouching Tiger